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| Jay is always there. I love that man so much :).
I am gonna see pirates with him at midnight WOO! We saw little miss sunshine today AMAZING!!! I could not believe it!!!! Seriously. Get my NEW glasses tomorrow morning. Very exciting. The end. <3 | | |
| anyone molest their "Child"? Georgia Rule...go see it...you'll be amazed NO JOKE.
Date with Jay tonight..it was AWESOME, we went to California Pizza Kitchen and sat outside..I know your thinking MAY in AZ is hotter than heck, but there was a nice breeze and misters so it was really REALLY nice. We talked about the wedding and stuff like that things we need to do and such. Like where to send our engagement pictures, like if we should do them with the invites or in an engagement announcement/invite to the engagement party. Who knows. He's so sweet, he told me all these wonderful things about me lol, I mean that man makes me smile like no other, and my heart litterally feels like its goign to pop out of my chest when I look into his eyes :) I am just so happy. What did I do to get a man so wonderful?! Night.
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| #10- we are the only state with a GINORMAS hole (or 2) in it that are pretty much kick butt. #9- we have cactus candy, and the cactus to make it. #8- there are a crap load of kick butt old people. #7- when it rains...it pours...and there are floods. #6- wash rafting..."indian bend lake" random things to do when it rains (cuz we're cool) #5- we have the idiot driver law. #4- our science museum kicks butt. #3- our school systems are crappy and easy to pass :) and I know this one by experience. #2- in a hot flipping state more people buy black cars...with leather seats..than white or light colored cars with fabric seats...uhhh hello SUNLIGHT. #1- when the wind picks up on the moisture and carries it to the city or anywhere in arizona for that matter, 1 single tree smells like rain and mix that with our lightning storms and you have pure beauty.
I have realized that I take for granted this beautiful place I live. I mean...its hot, but we have a tree that smells like rain and it makes me happy. Reminds me of being with my dad...of him taking us out to random places. Like to watch meteor showers, or to just chill out. I saw my first shooting star with him..and I loved it, he was my best friend and its a shame that he is the way he is...that he chose her over his children :-\. --I remember him with kira tally aidy & I dancing in the rain one night, aidy was three and BUTT naked and dad smiled...and it was one of those "this is my life this is why I'm here" smile...I miss it-- <3 | | |
| I'm not having the greatest week, its been customer after customer giving me horrible tips, even the ones I'm really really nice too. I don't know what country it is to give $1.50 on a $30.00 charge...but I guess in America that's okay. I mean do you people honestly not realize that all I make is $3.75 an hour and I only work four hours because I'm 18 and can't serve alcohol. My tips, barely cover my gas and my pay check is crap most of the time. I mean I work like five days a week but still its bs. And the gas prices bug me too. I mean, I need a second job! ugh this is so dumb. Lord help me find a second job..I need two, I need the money to get myself out of debt it'd be nice to not owe my parents money or Jay's parents or anyone for that matter. I mean mom I owe over 1k and dad 600 for school...ugh. i'm tired. I'm gonna take a nap <3 | | |
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